I am extremely blessed and it’s time to start realizing that. I will the insecurities of other people bring me down because that’s their problem.
Of course I still feel extremely low and get broken down by the little things but you know what? I’m trying and I’m doing it for my happiness.
"Happiness is not a destination, it’s a mood"
And I spent days dreaming that somebody would love me for me
I had a panic attack…alone. It’s not even about school anymore.
Last night was one of the worst nights of my life
'I knew it wasn't real, so why am I crying?'
and i hate that
i will never have anybody because i will never let anybody in
only worth living if somebody is loving you
I’m over it all
I always pick up terrible addictions
I always wondered why I wouldn’t let myself better myself but I’ve realized it’s because I’m scared that even if I do that nobody will care and nothing will change
i am not sure how long i will be able to take it anymore
maybe i have what i want, but not in the ways that i want it, and i don’t see it anyways